It is only the 12th of January and I already feel enveloped in gray. The sun shines only briefly through the never ending blanket of clouds, and when it does it is full of strange angles and harsh light. There is no heat it it. I’m trying to find the colors where I can. A brightly striped hat or scarf, cherry red nail polish, electric green socks. Creating my own rainbows to chase away some of this gray.